In Love with an Idiot by Shui Qian Cheng (Chapter 6)
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Trigger warning: Violence, Non-Con, Swearing, Unsafe sexual practices.
Also a note about my own translation style: I prefer to translate the "spirit" rather than the exact words and localize whenever possible, so I tend to take a bit of liberty with my translations. Also, Chinese and English are very different languages, and though I try my best to translate and capture the original essence, sometimes I fall short.
To be honest, a more literal translation of the title would have been "Yet You're In Love with a Stupid Cunt", but everyone knows it by "In Love with an Idiot" so \(OvO)/ .
In the following days, Li Yu pretty much gave Jian Suiying the cold shoulder while Jian Suiying came up with all sorts of ways to make life difficult for him, pretty much picking on him. To be honest, Young Master Jian hadn’t been into these low-brow tactics before, but Li Yu was too cold towards him, and he realized that only by making trouble for the guy would he look and talk to him a little bit more. Thus he became increasingly keen on bullying Li Yu.
A little over a month’s worth of vacation time passed by quickly. The two boys had been efficient and already made some progress on that project of his idiot cousin's. Obviously, such a seriously flawed asset couldn’t be completely sorted out within such a short time period--at that time, he had given them the project simply because he wanted to give them a chance to practice what they've learned. It now turned out to be a way to tie Li Yu to him, and for him to not be afraid of Li Yu just not showing up one day.
Li Yu and Jian Suilin both started their respective college lives. Their school wasn’t far, only around twenty minutes by car.
Jian Suiying had hoped that Li Yu would still come in one or two days a week, but Li Yu seemed reluctant and never gave an affirmative answer, only that he’d keep working on the project with Suilin.
Xiao Lin Zi, on the other hand, had been very proactive in scheduling his shifts and would come for one and a half or two days a week.
Jian Suiying was very disappointed. Going from seeing him every day to only seeing him twice a month–and even those times were from the various excuses he made–took some serious getting used to.
But soon his chance came.
On the eve of October 1st, he received a surprise call from Li Yu's older brother, Li Xuan.
Over the phone, Li Xuan first made some small talk and then told him that he'd be home for the Mid-Autumn Festival [1]. He said he wanted to treat Jian Suiying to dinner and, finally, the key point: he found a suitable piece of land in Beihai and asked Jian Suiying whether he’d like to take a look during the National Day vacation [2].
This call's timing was too perfect, and Jian Suiying's heart soared straight up into the clouds. This year's Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day holidays happened to be right next to each other, and in his good mood he decided to give the poor kids in the office the whole nine days off, inclusive.
As soon as this news was announced, his employees went crazy and were almost moved to tears.
To be honest, though, Jian Suiying had his own reasons for doing this. He figured that the gift-giving plus a couple of days in Guangxi would take up the entire nine days, and, without him watching over the company, these people's hearts won’t be in their work and they’d be unproductive anyway. Thus, he might as well take the opportunity to do something nice.
The two of them chatted for about twenty minutes on this call. Li Xuan specifically asked about Li Yu and, of course, Jian Suiying had only nice things to say, making it sound as if it’d be a huge loss to the company if Li Yu was to ever leave or something. This made Li Xuan very happy, and Jian Suiying quickly took the opportunity to express his desire to visit the Li family during the Mid-Autumn Festival.
Natually, Li Xuan welcomed him.
After hanging up, Jian Suiying eagerly started planning this holiday break.
Li Xuan came back from Guangxi the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival.
Jian Suiying brought Xiao Lin Zi, along with a trunkload of gifts, and visited the Li family with the air of a mighty procession. Li Xuan and Li Yu had came out to greet them in person.
The two drove the car into the courtyard and took out the gifts from the trunk. Li Xuan smiled and said, "Suiying, you are too polite. Why’d you bring so much stuff?"
Jian Suiying laughed and said, "The two of us can't come empty-handed, right?" And they all walked in together, chatting and laughing.
Li Yu hadn't seen Jian Suilin in a little over two weeks, and he went straight towards him without even sparing a glance at Jian Suiying.
When Jian Suiying saw Li Yu's father, he immediately transformed himself into a modest, polite junior and from time to time flattered him, trying to make connections with him.
The Li family also intended to make connections with Jian Suiying. After all, the two families hadn’t been close before, and there’s everything to gain and nothing to lose from establishing a friendly relationship. During their time together, Li Yu's father repeatedly expressed his gratitude to Jian Suiying for taking Li Yu under his wing, and Jian Suiying, seizing the opportunity, encouraged Li Yu's father to let Li Yu continue working part-time with him during his time at university.
Of course Father Li's happy to have his son learn, but Li Yu just said, calmly: "School just started, and I’m pretty busy. Let's talk about this later."
Jian Suiying was a little disappointed. He decided to work on Li Xuan; after seeing them together a couple of times, he noticed that Li Yu really listened to Li Xuan.
After dinner the six of them chatted for about an hour in the living room. Seeing that it’s getting late, Jian Suiying took his leave with Xiao Lin Zi, and, this time, the entire Li family got up from their seats to send them to the door. Li Xuan told him that he’d have a more in-depth discussion with him over a meal the day after tomorrow, and Jian Suiying couldn't ask for better. Before leaving, he patted Li Yu's shoulder and said, "Li Yu, don’t forget to come also."
The two haven’t had any physical contact since their last falling out, much less such polite and intimate conversation. Li Yu went stiff for a second, before nodding: "Okay."
Satisfied, Jian Suiying gave his back another heavy pat, which made Li Yu grunt from the impact and relieved some of his built-up resentment.
On the way back, Jian Suilin asked, "Brother, are you really planning to go to Guangxi?"
"Yeah, I have to take a look at things with my own eyes at least once. This project has great operational and marketing potential."
"Can I go with you?"
Jian Suiying refused out of habit: "What are you even going to do there?"
"I want to learn."
Jian Suiying had been planning on having some fun with Li Yu in Guangxi and did not want to deal with the drag that would be Jian Suilin. "No..." in the moment he actually couldn't come up with a reason to not bring him along, but it's not like he'd ever needed a reason to reject Xiao Lin Zi.
Jian Suilin said: "Li Yu and I were originally planning to go to Tibet on the eleventh, but now that Li Xuan invited you to Guangxi Li Yu has to go too, right? Then I’d have nothing to do. Big brother, let me go with you guys."
Jian Suiying said with a serious face, "No, I’m not taking you."
Jian Suilin pursed his lips, stole a glance at him, and said in a warm voice, "Brother, I think you and Li Yu haven’t been getting along these days. No matter what’s going on, don't be too angry at him."
Jian Suilin's words reminded Jian Suiying that he and Li Yu were in an embarrassing situation where they couldn't even talk. Bringing Jian Suilin along could, indeed, ease the tension a little bit, or otherwise it’d be bad if Li Xuan saw anything.
He scrunched his brows: "Fine, you'd better come along. You kids can keep each other company, so you won’t be too bored while we adults talk."
Jian Suilin laughed, but it didn’t reach his eyes: "Brother, you still treat me like a child."
Jian Suiying glanced at him: "When I was your age, I often said the same thing to our father."
Jian Suilin stopped talking, stared ahead with a smile, and concentrated on driving.
Whenever major holidays come up Jian Suiying’d feel very tired; not only tired in the physical sense, but more so mentally. He had to remember gifts for relatives on both his father’s and his mother’s side, to deliver gifts to important people, and to deal with waves after waves of gifts himself...thus, Jian Suiying was especially afraid of holidays.
On the second day after the Mid-Autumn Festival, he took Xiao Lin Zi to a meal with the Li brothers and gained a general understanding of the situation in Beihai.
Li Xuan was busy with work and had to go back the next day, so Jian Suiying decided to fly over the day after tomorrow.
Li Yu was reluctant to be with Jian Suiying again, but he had no way of refusing, and Jian Suiying’s heart soared at the thought of seeing Li Yu everyday again.
The next day Li Xuan went back to Guangxi, bringing Li Yu with him. When the Jian brothers arrived, Li Xuan had Li Yu and his secretary pick them up and arranged for them to stay in a government guest house. The facilities were like those of a three star hotel: outdated, but very clean.
Li Yu first took Jian Suiying to his room. Since Li Xuan wasn’t there, Jian Suiying immediately revealed his true colors and looked at Li Yu with unabashed disgust: "You, look at this, what kind of place is this? It's tiny, old, and there’s this smell–go open the window."
Li Yu was pissed. With his brother’s status, he’d be breaking social rules by not entertaining guests when they come but, as a public servant, he’d be breaking written rules if he was to be too extravagant while doing so. My brother had done more than enough by giving you a place to stay for free, he thought, but this Jian Suiying was a prissy princess who wanted to be pampered from head to toe!
Actually, though, Jian Suiying was just being a dick. He just loved seeing Li Yu like this, pissed but not able to say a word about it.
Jian Suilin hurriedly tried to smooth things over, "Brother, the room looks fine. We’re out on business so we can’t be too picky, right? How about I go buy you a new set of beddings?"
Jian Suiying may have a lot of faults, but he’s not that prissy. He snorted, "No need. Xiao Li Zi, I’m hungry."
Li Yu said with a cold face: "The restaurant’s on the first floor, how about I take you there? My brother has something going on tonight, but he’ll treat you to dinner tomorrow, so I suggest you make do with something here for just today. Would President Jian happen to agree?"
Jian Suiying cocked an eyebrow: "I don't agree. I don't wanna eat here." He glanced at Li Yu and smiled a little tauntingly, "Are there any good local food around here? I want to eat something special."
Li Yu said stiffly: "It's my first time here also, so I don't know."
Jian Suilin quickly interjected: "We can ask the driver just now, he’s a local here. Since there’s nothing going on today, Li Yu, let's just walk around and take this as a trip."
Li Yu's cheek muscles twitched slightly, and he tried to soften his tone as he said to Xiao Lin Zi, "Alright then, I'll take you two out for a walk."
The three of them went downstairs, but instead of going out of their way to ask the driver, they just asked the front desk at the guest house. The little girl at the front desk had never, in her life, had three beautiful men simultaneously staring at her; her head went a little dizzy, and she stammered out: "The wea-weather is good, w-what about a barbeque[3] at the beach?"
Jian Suiying didn't actually care where they went. He’s happy as long as he's going against Li Yu, so he agreed casually: "Okay, sounds fun, let's go to the beach for a barbecue."
Li Yu called someone and got them a car, and the three of them drove to Yintan.
After getting out of the car, a sea breeze with a faint fishy smell swept over his face, blowing away a lot of the summer heat. Jian Suiying stretched and felt refreshed.
The sun was going down soon, and the beach was full of people and very lively.
Jian Suiying rubbed his stomach: "Let's go eat." Although he had, on a whim, came down to the beach for barbecue, he got a little hesitant when he saw the the less-than-sanitary barbecue stalls.
Li Yu and Jian Suilin didn't have a preference, so they picked one with a lot of people and made their way over. Jian Suiying could only follow them.
Jian Suilin asked his brother, "Brother, what do you want?"
"What do they have here...how about you decide. Remember to get some beer."
"Okay then. You can have a seat. Li Yu, let's go get something."
Li Yu got up and followed him.
Jian Suiying propped his chin up and, a little boredly, watched the coming and goings of passersby, thinking about the activities to arrange for tonight. He couldn’t possibly do nothing after finally being able to get this close to Li Yu again–he wouldn’t be Jian Suiying otherwise.
While he was thinking, a cautious female voice came from above his head: "Hello."
Jian Suiying turned his head over, and two girls around the age of eighteen or nineteen were skittishly yet earnestly looking at him.
"What?"
One girl said nervously, "Are you alone?"
Oh, someone likes me. Jian Suiying shook his head: "No."
The other girl was bolder: "Are you here with other guys? How about hanging out together?"
Just as Jian Suiying was about to reply, Jian Suilin's voice came from behind them. He said, lightly, "You have a spider on you."
The two girls were stunned for a moment, and they stared at Jian Suilin blankly: "Huh?"
Looking at the girl, Jian Suilin put the beers he had been hugging to his chest onto the table: "It may have climbed into your shirt–it's around this big." With his hand, he drew a circle the size of a coin.
The girl turned pale with fright and started to circle nervously, constantly asking "Where? Where?". In the end, the two ran towards the restrooms, screaming.
A little puzzled, Li Yu’s eyebrows knitted together as he looked at Jian Suilin.
Jian Suiying raised an eyebrow: "Why didn't I see it?" His eyesight was pretty good.
Jian Suilin sat down with a smile: "Let's try some local beer."
Grabbing a beer, Jian Suiying went ahead and took a gulp. The ice-cold liquid flowed down his throat and into his stomach, and it was really good for cooling off in summer.
He wanted to drink some more, but Jian Suilin lightly held the bottle away from him. "Brother, right now your stomach’s too empty. Eat something before drinking more." he said, and slowly lowered the bottle to the table, observing Jian Suiying's expression as he spoke.
Jian Suiying actually listened this time and didn’t drink any more upon being told, mainly because his mind was elsewhere.
Li Yu saw how caring and thoughtful Jian Suilin was being to his brother and felt extremely jealous, and his face looked a little bitter.
Was there anything more frustrating in this world than someone you love caring for someone you hate?
The better Jian Suilin treated Jian Suiying, the more Li Yu resented him. He didn't know how to get Jian Suilin to just...wake up already. Back when they were younger, they had so intimately discussed ways to get revenge on Jian Suiying, to embarrass and punish him, to give him a taste of being bullied and humiliated--but now Jian Suilin had forgotten, yet he still remembered on his behalf. It's almost laughable–as if he's the only one who hadn’t grown up.
A little depressed, Li Yu lowered his head and did not speak.
Soon everything they ordered arrived. The food ended up covering the entire table, wafting with a warm aroma that made one itch with hunger.
Jian Suilin used chopsticks to put everything that could be removed from the stick onto a plate, so that his brother could get at them more easily.
And Jian Suiying was genuinely hungry, so he immediately got down to eating.
The three of them speedily demolished a large table of barbeque. With seven or eight empty beer bottles on the table, Jian Suiying leaned lazily into his chair and narrowed his eyes at the sea with a very relaxed, comfortable expression.
Jian Suilin said, "Want to go for a walk by the sea?"
Jian Suiying stretched his back: "Sure, let’s go move a bit."
The three of them walked slowly and leisurely along the beach. They strolled around for a while, visibly walking farther and farther from the crowd, eventually reaching a place where there weren't even people swimming here. Jian Suiying felt sleepy, so he sat on the beach and laid down: "Let’s take a break...why am I so sleepy?"
Following him, the other two also sat down. By this time the sky had already darkened and the day’s heat had faded, and the sea breeze was blowing calmly; to casually lay on the beach like this was, truly, a rare sort of relaxation and comfort.
Drifting in and out of consciousness, he half-listened as Li Yu and Jian Suilin talked in a low voice beside him. It sounded like they were talking about anything and everything: their school life before, their school life now, their projects at the company. As their conversation continued on, he drifted off to sleep.
After sleeping for God knows how long, he woke up. Sleeping right on the beach cooled him off, but it got cold after a while. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw a navy blue night and the occasional starlight; by his ears were the whistling of the sea breeze and the noise and music of a crowd that seemed far away.
He turned his head slightly and realized that Li Yu was lying right next to him, arms folded behind his head and supporting it like a pillow. His eyes were closed, and his breathing was even. Xiao Lin Zi was nowhere to be seen. The hair in front of Li Yu's forehead fluttered about lightly; the striking outline of his face appeared somewhat soft under the moonlight; and those plump lips, as if plated with a magnificent luster, were inviting people in for a taste.
In this far-away corner of the beach, the dim lighting had imbued upon the scene a slight amorous and seductive quality, and even Jian Suiying's own breathing became slow and cautious. He wanted to get closer to Li Yu, yet was afraid of disturbing this tranquil, picturesque moment.
How long he spent looking at him like this, Jian Suiying did not know, but he eventually moved and slowly approached Li Yu, wanting to get a taste of those lips. It was only a light press of lips against Li Yu’s, like the touch of a dragonfly on water, yet his heart felt like it was going to leap out of his chest. If anyone else were to know that he, Jian Suiying, would get this rattled and worked up over a kiss…his reputation in the capital would be ruined.
Li Yu made no response, still breathing evenly.
Just when Jian Suiying felt that he hadn’t had enough and could go just a little further, a cold voice sounded above his head: "Brother..."
The voice made Jian Suiying jump. He quickly raised his head and Jian Suilin, with a frosty expression, was looking at them in disbelief.
Jian Suilin hadn’t been loud, but Li Yu was very sensitive to the sound of his voice and opened his eyes instantly. The first thing he saw was Jian Suiying's chin up close, then his hand by his waist, then their questionable position, and at last looked up and saw Jian Suilin's somewhat contorted features.
It was as if a jolt of electricity ran through his brain. Combined with Jian Suiying’s past shameless behavior, he immediately understood the situation.
He almost immediately pushed Jian Suiying off of him and jumped up from the ground, shouting nervously, "Suilin!"
Jian Suilin’s whole body shook as if he was desperately suppressing something. He lowered his head, so no one could see his expression.
Jian Suiying was a little embarrassed, and that embarrassment quickly turned to anger: "What are you looking at? Fuck off!"
As soon as he said this, Jian Suilin turned around and ran away.
Enraged beyond words, Li Yu looked like he could eat someone alive. Jian Suiying simply looked back with an expression that said “Whatcha gonna do about it?”.
Li Yu gave him a murderous glare, before turning around to chase after Jian Suilin.
Jian Suiying, too, jumped up from the ground. He took two quick steps in their direction, but stopped, and in the end only delivered a few violent kicks to the sand, which sent it flying all over the sky.
In the end, Jian Suiying took a taxi back alone. Sand got all over the place after he returned to his room and took his clothes off, so he stripped all the way down and took a shower.
After washing up, he sat on the bed and dealt with some work at hand. Now he’s not sleepy, and his head felt unusually sober. Although his eyes were staring at the laptop screen, none of the words on it were registering.
He couldn’t stop thinking about what had just happened.
He really hadn't wanted Jian Suilin to see that just now. Xiao Lin Zi was, after all, his younger brother, and not only was Li Yu mortified, he himself was also very mortified. There’d probably be many, many occasions on which the three of them would appear together, and in regards to resolving this awkward situation–he hadn't got a clue.
To be honest, if Li Yu hadn’t rejected him this much and they’re actually together, then that’s the way it was, and of course he wouldn't be afraid of what Xiao Lin Zi thought. The thing was, though, right now he’s the one doing the chasing, and the other thought him an annoyance. This was too face-losing of a fact to be known by others. To Jian Suilin he always considered himself to have maintained an image of a glorious, powerful older brother; if he’s to find out that not only was his big brother trying to get with one of his classmates, but that said classmate also found his brother disgusting in all sorts of ways–-R.I.P. to his image. Just thinking about it made his head hurt. Jian Suiying couldn't help but sigh.
After sitting like this for a few hours, Jian Suiying took a glance at the time and, surprisingly, it was already past one o'clock.
He turned off the computer and cast it to the side, ready to sleep.
Not long after Jian Suiying had turned off the light and lain down in bed did a rude knock abruptly sound at the door. The sound was particularly snappish and ruthless in the dark, and Jian Suiying, who had been in the drowsy state before sleep, was startled and immediately opened his eyes.
He yelled, "Who is it!"
Li Yu's low voice came from the door: "Me."
Jian Suiying blinked in the darkness. He quickly weighed the pros and cons of the situation and came to the conclusion that opening the door right now would, absolutely, result in a bloody incident. But if he didn't open the door he would look like he was afraid of him, and fuck him if he’s afraid of that damn brat!
Jian Suiying jumped out of bed and hastily opened the door.
As soon as he opened the door he took a violent blow to his chest, and Li Yu shoved him straight into the floor before he could make a noise.
The collision made him see stars.
Li Yu stood by the door. Due to the poor lighting Jian Suiying couldn't really see the expression on his face, but he reeked of alcohol and his figure seemed especially towering and lonesome in the light from the corridor, and Jian Suiying, for some reason, felt an overwhelming pressure that made it difficult to breath.
Jian Suiying spat: "Li Yu, you fucking looking for a beating?" While speaking, he moved to get up from the floor.
Yet Li Yu raised his foot and delivered a kick to his shoulder, sending him back to the ground.
Jian Suiying was about to go insane with anger. He watched as Li Yu kicked the door closed, leaving the dim, yellow light from the bathroom as the only source of lighting in the suite.
The two glared at each other, and the atmosphere was so volatile it would explode with the slightest touch.
Li Yu's voice was hoarse and low with undercurrents of a strong fury: "What the hell did you say that day! Huh?"
Jian Suiying got up from the ground. His face was burning with embarrassment, and his lips trembled in anger: "Only an idiot like you’d believe whatever the hell people say. What, you think you could get rid of me just like that?"
Li Yu punched the closet, and the poor closet door fell off with a loud bang. He gritted his teeth and said, "I will make you give up for real today!" And after saying this, he rushed to grab at Jian Suiying's collar.
Jian Suiying had been prepared for this. He jumped back and delivered a flying kick to Li Yu's stomach.
Since the room was dark, the two of them were measuring their distance from one other based solely off of intuition, which Jian Suiying was obviously better at. Li Yu came up empty-handed when he launched himself at Jian Suiying, but Jian Suiying managed to kick him heavily.
Holding his stomach, Li Yu dry heaved a couple of times, before exploding like a coal pile on fire. His entire being almost flew at Jian Suiying as he pushed him to the ground and punched his face. At this point he no longer cared about how he’d explain to Suilin–no matter what explanation he gave, he couldn’t change what’d already happened. Remembering the way Suilin had looked at him and the words he said, all Li Yu wanted was to chop Jian Suiying into a million pieces.
The left side of Jian Suiying's face went numb from the impact and, for a second, he couldn't feel anything; soon, though, he tasted blood. Oh, how Young Master Jian treasured his own face! Li Yu was really killing him now, and he started waving his fists in frantic retaliation.
When it came to fighting, given that neither side had undergone professional training, the basis for determining the outcome and damages done boiled down to physique because, to a large extent, one’s physique determined one’s power. Thus, the result of a fight between two robust adult males of similar physiques was usually…nothing good for either side.
While Li Yu had, indeed, undergone professional training, Young Master Jian was rich in practical experience, so even though Li Yu had the upper hand in just about every aspect and had been pressing Jian Suiying this entire fight, he had long been beaten black and blue and had lost his reason.
The two of them were wrestling and rolling on the ground, and as the room was quite large, he had no idea how far the two of them went. Suddenly, Jian Suiying touched something that felt like the floor light switch, and he turned it on without thinking.
He had been prepared but Li Yu hadn't, and, with a low cry, the latter covered his eyes with his hands.
Jian Suiying seized the opportunity to lift Li Yu off his body and smashed into his head the first thing he laid his hand on. That ended up being a particularly heavy hit, and a small stream of blood flowed down Li Yu's forehead. Jian Suiying took a glance at his hand-–it was a glass ashtray shaped like a bird’s nest. Obviously, Young Master Jian never showed sympathy to those who offend him, not to mention that his sympathy couldn’t be aroused by this miniscule trickle of blood anyway. He threw the ashtray to the side and rushed in to kick Li Yu several times.
"Motherfucking Li Er, this is what you get for going against me! You are the first one that’s dared to provoke me like this, and I’ll have you pay with your life today!"
Li Yu suddenly hugged his foot and twisted it harshly, and Jian Suiying fell to the ground with a loud yelp. With a fierce and animalistic look in his eyes, Li Yu looked like he was going to break Jian Suiying’s leg.
Fortunately, normal humans didn’t have the strength to break an adult man's leg, and Li Yu let go of his leg and got on top of him again, yelling: "Fucking you with the last name Jian [4], don't even think about walking out here alive today after messing with me. Who do you think you are? Don't think you’re hot shit for having some money to your name, you just so happened to be born a couple years earlier, that’s all! How dare you have those thoughts towards me–go to hell!" and immediately after this, Li Yu smashed a fist into him.
Jian Suiying also yelled in return: "So what if I have those thoughts towards you? You should be fucking honored that I even deemed you worthy! Li Er, I swear to God, if I, Jian Suiying, don't fuck you at least once in my lifetime, I'll take your surname! Just you wait, I’ll fuck you until you’re crying for mommy and daddy!"
Li Yu's eyes were bloodshot, and his whole being was like a beast: "You think you get to fuck me? Right now I’m the one on top of you, and you stupid cunt think you get to touch me?"
Struggling to lift him off on one hand Jian Suiying caressed him, seemingly with no regard for his life, on the other: "You’ll see after you take your pants off. Try it once and you’ll be satisfied, try it twice and you’ll come back for more!" Jian Suiying saw that he could not escape, as Li Yu’s weight on his stomach was unyielding like Mount Tai [5]. Rapid fire had engulfed Jian Suiying’s heart, and he was desperately thinking of ways to make Li Yu feel more humiliated than he did.
Eventually, one of his hands began to work on taking off Li Yu's clothes.
Li Yu was absolutely thunderstruck. He really hadn’t expected Jian Suiying to, after being beaten within an inch of his life, still dare to do such lewd things to him.
Jian Suiying verbally debased him as he took off his clothes: "What about it, Li Er, you really don't want to give it a try?" while speaking, his free hand stopped hitting Li Yu and reached into his clothes to wantonly caress his waist.
A jolt ran through Li Yu’s body, and he grabbed his arm to pull it away from him. Jian Suiying then began rubbing all over his body, occasionally accompanying his provocative actions with words–he had finally realized that even though he couldn't beat Li Yu in a fight, he had loads of ways to disgust him. No matter what, as long as it made Li Yu's life difficult, he was very happy to do it.
The two of them had been disheveled after the fight, especially Jian Suiying. He had been wearing silk pajamas, which were soft and loose and pretty much came apart after a few tugs. Now, his entire chest was exposed.
All the buttons on Li Yu's top had been ripped off by Jian Suiying so he, too, was in a rumpled state with everything hanging out.
But that wasn’t enough for Jian Suiying. After destroying his top, he once again tried to slip a hand into his pants.
Li Yu stared at Jian Suiying–sweating profusely, nose bruised and face swollen, and yet still not willing to just give up on molesting him–and a loud bang went off in his head, enraging him beyond reason.
Taking advantage of Li Yu's momentary distraction, Jian Suiying gathered all his strength and suddenly attacked, pushing Li Yu to the ground in one fell swoop. This time, like a fish in water, he grabbed Li Yu’s younger brother [6] with practiced ease.
To be honest, he’s not in the mood for this at all. No matter how into Li Yu he had been before, he’d lost all appetite seeing his face swollen like a pig's head. All he wanted to do right now was to take revenge on Li Yu for humiliating him.
Li Yu was young, energetic, and inexperienced, and he was erect after only a few casual touches from Jian Suiying. His face flushed all sorts of different colors, and words couldn’t describe the precipitous scene that was his expression.
Jian Suiying let out a “hmph” and smirked: "Well well well, aren’t you energetic. Seriously, what else are you good at besides posing, ya stupid cunt? You actually looked like a decent person with clothes on–I almost couldn't remember who’s the one that got off so hard, they blew their load.”
It’d more than behoove him to not mention this; that incident was simply Li Yu's greatest shame. He had already lost his mind, but this only added fuel to the fire.
At this very moment Jian Suiying, as if he'd flushed his eyes down the toilet, wholly failed to notice that Li Yu’s eyes were starting to look a little...not human. He simply thought that Li Yu wouldn’t be able to fight back with his lifeline[7] in his hand like this, and thus his actions became even bolder, another hand starting rubbing back and forth on Li Yu's chest. Oh that smooth, juicy feeling–he did not want to let go at all.
Li Yu violently clenched Jian Suiying's unbridled hand that was roaming on his lower half, and his hand was like an iron wrench, slowly, deliberately tightening. For a second, Jian Suiying felt that his wrist was about to break in two. Enduring the pain, he gritted his teeth and threatened: "Do you really want to test which is the stronger of the two, my hand or you down here?" and squeezed hard.
Li Yu screamed in pain. His face flushed red, and he glared at Jian Suiying: "Let go, or I will make you regret this for the rest of your life."
Jian Suiying glared right back at him: "You took the words right out of my mouth."
Li Yu gritted his teeth and said, "Jian Suiying, I’ll say this one last time–let go!"
Jian Suiying showed a provocative smile and skillfully fingered Li Yu's member, slowly feeling it expand in his palm.
It looked like blood was going to come out of Li Yu’s eyes. Suddenly he straightened his body, raised his leg, and kicked Jian Suiying in the back of the head.
Jian Suiying hadn’t expected Li Yu to be this flexible. He just might have a concussion this time; his vision blurred, his mind was dizzy, and he, unable to control his body, fell on top of Li Yu.
In his confusion, he felt Li Yu pressing his face into the ground and then a chill in his nether regions.
This startled him, and he subconsciously wanted to turn his head back, but Li Yu's talons had fixed his head to the ground with deadly force and he couldn't move. Realizing that Li Yu had taken off his trousers, a fear suddenly began to take place in his heart: "Li Yu, what are you doing?"
Li Yu's voice was cold like he’d been fed chunks of broken ice: "Why don’t you take a guess? Didn't you always want to fuck me? I'll have you know today who does the fucking here."
While speaking, Li Yu had already stripped Jian Suiying's lower half. His head was now in an extremely manic state, and the critical organ hanging off of his lower body was still standing stiffly. Whether it be physical desire or psychological anger–he needed to vent, now.
And the best option was obviously the one who instigated this problem in the first place.
Jian Suiying didn't think that Li Yu would actually dare to do that to him and laughed: "Li Yu, are you crazy? Do you even have enough hair down there to be fucking like the adults do? Go... Fuck!"
Jian Suiying's whole body tensed up when he felt Li Yu's big guy grinding into his ass through his jeans, the unfamiliar feeling sending a wave of trepidation crashing through his veins.
Li Yu grabbed Jian Suiying's silk pajamas, which had been scattered about on the ground, and used them to tie Jian Suiying's hands behind his back.
Jian Suiying’s really panicking now: "Li Yu, are you insane? What are you trying to do!"
Li Yu thought he might have actually been driven insane by Jian Suiying. If he didn’t straighten up this bastard tonight, he would look down on himself for the rest of his life.
The intense fighting had accelerated the blood pumping through his entire body. Add to that his alcohol-addled boldness, and Li Yu took his pants off on the spot...
"Ah! Li Yu you motherfucker! If you dare to touch me today, don't even think about living through tomorrow, you... ah!"
Li Yu had no experience and only wanted to shove it in, but was that place the sort of place where you could just shove anything in? Not only was Jian Suiying grimacing, Li Yu was in pain, too.
Sneering, Li Yu patted Jian Suiying's head and said: "Just you wait. If I don’t fuck you to your death today, I will kill myself in apology."
Getting up as he spoke, he went into the bathroom and grabbed a bottle of cheap hotel shampoo.
Jian Suiying was stupefied, terrified, and in pain. His whole body shook, and he struggled as if for his life: "Li Yu! Let me go! What you did today was enough for me to kill you a hundred times over–let me go! "
Li Yu looked at him condescendingly, like a demon looking at his prey…
Jian Suiying gasped in pain, voice hoarse from screaming insults, but Li Yu turned a deaf ear to all of them.
Li Yu had never thought that he’d derive such indescribably supreme pleasure from fucking the man he’d hated so much.
In addition to the physical act, seeing this man, who had always oppressed and insulted him, now pressed under him with an expression of humiliation and pain, had also brought him great satisfaction...
To think such a terrible pleasure actually existed in this world; no wonder so many couldn’t help themselves.
Ever since he was a kid, Li Yu'd been a good boy who was tepid, sensible, and worry-free. It can be said that this tyrannical side of him was entirely the result of being provoked by Jian Suiying, who angered him, ran on him, and lusted after him, and finally, his sanity broke down after that incident with Jian Suilin, and then he did something as pungent as rape.
At this moment, there was only one thought on his mind: to make Jian Suiying suffer and regret his actions. He wanted to see just how Jian Suiying'd dare to harass him again after he’d fucked him.
It's just that now things have gone off the rails a bit. He really hadn't imagined that sex would be as intoxicating and addictive as opium. His original intention hadn't been to make love to Jian Suiying, but now, watching Jian Suiying's humiliated and tortured expression, his flushed skin, the beads of sweat trembling atop his muscles, all repeatedly stimulated his nerves, making him lose himself more and more in the act of sex itself, forgetting the original purpose of enacting a humiliating revenge.
This torturous tug-of-war between conquering and being conquered lasted for a long time, and in the end Jian Suiying still ended up fainting. Eventually, Li Yu was exhausted, too, and fell asleep on top of him.
When Jian Suiying woke up the next day, Li Yu was nowhere to be seen.
When he woke up and recalled what happened in the early mornings, he felt like he'd been struck by lightning. He utterly refused to believe that someone would actually dare to force themselves on him, Jian Suiying.
He found himself lying on the ground without even a single fucking sheet covering him--he was actually laid out to dry, like a piece of meat, this entire night.
Right now, if Li Yu stood in front of him and someone was to hand him a knife, he'd without a doubt stab him right in his heart.
Jian Suiying kicked the floor fiercely and a roar of fury erupted from his throat. This action pulled muscles from all over his body, and he went limp from the pain.
The extremely ferocious fight beforehand had already left him severely injured, and his whole body was about to fall apart after being ruthlessly fucked by a strong, young man for half the night. Up to now he'd been as strong as an ox and had never stayed in a hospital, not even for a day. Considering everything, this was definitely his worst injury by far, not only physically, but also psychologically.
Jian Suiying's powerful and arrogant self-esteem had taken an unprecedented blow, and getting raped as a result of being that bad at flirting was, without a doubt, his greatest shame by far. Only now did he admit that he had underestimated Li Yu: Li Yu, who had always been restrained and prudent like a proper son from an esteemed family, could actually do such an earth-shatteringly horrific thing...just what had he done to that kid? Based on the extent of his attack yesterday, it had to be something like insulting his masters and destroying his ancestors [8], right?
But all he did was tease him a couple times, what the hell!
When Jian Suiying remembered that he had gotten fucked over because of such a small thing, his guts turned green with regret.
He rolled on the ground for a long time and didn't have the strength to get up. The curtains were still drawn, but the light coming from the gap told him that the sun had already gone up. If anyone dared to come in and witness his ugly appearance at this time, he would gouge out that person's eyeballs.
Jian Suiying reluctantly propped himself up on the bed and took a look at the state of his body, and it was...truly appalling.
That brat Li Yu was definitely not human. He usually looked like a capable human with good manners, but he bites and bites when he does that. He sure served up a feast for that kid--his ass looked like a fucking flower in bloom [9], God fucking damn it!
Rage so rapidly filled Jian Suiying's heart that he almost vomited blood. He kicked the floor with all his might and let out a mournful scream. Right now, even if he were to chop Li Yu up and throw him into a ditch a hundred times, it wouldn't be enough to alleviate the pain and hatred in his heart.
By the end he was about to cry.
This time, he really lost big. How could he, Jian Suiying, fall into such a state? He might as well hang himself if word was to get out of this. If he didn't get his revenge, he would change his surname to "Bastard"!
While Young Master Jian was rolling around in anger, someone outside cautiously knocked on the door a few times.
Jian Suiying's nerves suddenly tensed. He gathered his energy and asked, "Who?"
When he heard the way his voice sounded, he loathed Li Yu even more. His voice was so hoarse that, even though he thought he had shouted with enough force, it ended up sounding so small that it was like the buzzing of mosquitoes, and he wasn't sure if anyone outside could hear it.
Before he could shout again, he suddenly heard a "beep" outside, which was obviously the sound of someone opening the door with a room card.
Jian Suiying tried with all his strength to jump onto the bed and cover himself but, unfortunately, he fell down as soon as his butt was off the ground.
The impact caused a warm stream of semen to flow out of him, and, right then and there, Jian Suiying wanted to commit suicide in shame and anger.
The door opened before quickly closing again.
Jian Suiying lifted his head and saw that the person standing at the door was none other than the guy he'd wanted to first rape and then murder-- Li Yu.
There was an obvious embarrassment and stiffness on Li Yu's face, and Jian Suiying admired himself for being able to see embarrassment and stiffness on a face that'd been beaten black and blue.
Just now he'd came up with countless ways to murder Li Yu, but he hadn't expected this person to be standing in front of him in just a few minutes; his resentment hadn't reached max level yet, so he just ended up frozen in place.
Remembering his present pathetic state--like a homeless dog--he wanted to disappear right that instant.
Li Yu looked at him a bit defensively, as if afraid he'd jump him. Seeing, however, that he's barely able to move despite opened-mouthedly baring his teeth like he could eat him alive, he walked over slowly.
Jian Suiying's eyes could burn a hole onto his body, and he pointed at him with gritted teeth, saying: "Li Yu, just you wait--if I don't kill you today I'll take after your surname!"
Even though his expression was very scary, when combined with his buck-nakedness and his obviously deflowered look, the scariness took a massive hit.
Li Yu could only cover up his embarrassment with an expressionless face, but when his eyes fell on Jian Suiying, he felt his face heat up and had to look away. When he woke up this morning after that crazy night, he saw Jian Suiying sleeping beneath him, unluckily frowning even in his sleep. A sound went off in his head and he knew that he was in trouble. He really hadn't imagined that he'd do such a thing in his rage; he originally just wanted to send Jian Suiying to the hospital, but in the end it turned into this extraneous situation, and he was completely overtaken by pleasure and lost his mind.
How did things turn out like this? At that moment he was overwhelmed and just about fled from the scene. Only after returning to his room and taking a really long shower did his body and mind calm down.
Life was a constant process of problems coming up and problems being solved, and he must minimize the consequences of this before Suilin or his brother appeared.
He called the front desk for some anti-inflammatories and asked for the card to Jian Suiying's room. He didn't even want to open the door when the girl brought those things over--He himself had a nasty shock when he looked at his own face in the mirror today.
Taking the medicine and the room card, he headed towards Jian Suiying's room. Their rooms were only two or three doors apart, but he felt that every step was heavy and required incredible willpower.
All sorts of incoherent thoughts began to run in his mind, and, standing at the door to Jian Suiying's room, he felt his face terribly hot.
Only after a long mental preparation did he manage to properly adjust his facial expression, and he swiped the card to enter the room. As soon as he entered the room, he saw Jian Suiying sitting naked on the edge of the bed, with all the marks he'd left on his body.
Li Yu could only feel his field of vision go black and his body heat up, and he didn't dare to look at him again. He roughly pulled the sheet down, threw it on Jian Suiying, and walked over to help him up.
Jian Suiying pinpointed the spot on his head where he'd smashed to the point of bleeding yesterday and delivered another punch to it.
Li Yu covered his head and looked at him angrily: "You're already like this, haven't you had enough?"
Like a monkey whose butt was burned, Jian Suiying yelled sharply, "What's wrong with me! Li Yu, fuck your mother, don't even think about going out of this door today." With power that seemed to come out of nowhere he pounced on Li Yu and raised his fist, about to hit him.
Li Yu grabbed his arm desperately to control him.
Compared to Jian Suiying, he was obviously much less injured, and he completely restrained Jian Suiying in a few seconds. He blushed the color of blood and said hoarsely, "Don't... rub against me."
Jian Suiying was stunned for a moment, and he felt his old face being thrown into the underground parking lot: "Fuck you", he kicked him again with his free foot, but it pulled at the wound down there and made him suck a breath in pain.
Li Yu struggled up, dragged Jian Suiying to the bed, and threw the medicine at him: "you, you, put some medicine on, and then I'll take you somewhere else. Other people can't see you like this."
Jian Suiying angrily kicked the anti-inflammatories under the bed: "So it's okay if you see me like this? You shameless rapist."
Li Yu's face instantly paled, and, uncomfortable, he said rigidly, "You brought this on yourself. I told you to not provoke me."
"If I fucking knew that you had a rapist in you, I would’ve definitely stayed as far away from you as possible."
"Rapist" this, "rapist" that…those words pricked at Li Yu’s prideful heart as if it'd been thrown into a deep fryer. Originally he felt no guilt about humiliating and taking revenge against Jian Suiying–he genuinely thought the guy deserved it–however, what he did went against all the education he had received thus far, as well as his own convictions, so it would be a lie to say that he hadn't regretted it at all. It's just that, right now, he must not show it. Jian Suiying was definitely the type to go a mile if you give him an inch, and if he were to accidentally reveal a chink in his psychological armor, he’d definitely be caught and given a hard time.
Li Yu said with a cold face, "Jian Suiying, as I said, you brought this on yourself. I have rejected you many times, yet you had to take the low road and keep on pestering me."
Jian Suiying was so maddened he felt like vomiting blood, and he couldn't help laughing in his anger: "Li Lao Er [10], a grudge has been made between us. Just you wait, I will make sure that you don't have a pleasant day for the rest of your life."
Li Yu didn't take his threat to heart at all, mainly because Jian Suiying's current image was, truly, far from threatening. He picked up the ointment and threw it onto the bed: "Are you using it or not? Or do you want to go to the hospital?"
"Go to the hospital my ass." He grabbed the ointment and threw it directly on Li Yu's face.
Li Yu had a lot of anger too. If Jian Suiying's mouth hadn't been so rancid, the incident last night might not have happened at all. He stopped paying futher attention to him and said coldly: "You call my brother right now and tell him that an urgent matter came up, and you need to rush back to Beijing. I have arranged a car, and in a while I will take you to another hotel and handle the rest."
Jian Suiying, too, was aware that this was the best course of action at the moment, but he simply didn't want to make things easy for Li Yu. He squinted as he observed Li Yu's expression, knowing that he was no less worried than himself about this matter being discovered by his big brother.
Watch me, you brat.
He grinned and said: "Where are you going? Yes, I indeed wanted to call your brother--to tell him that I was raped by his younger brother. Say, how should we deal with this? Will you properly marry me into the family? Hey, where's my cellphone? Find it for me."
Li Yu's face turned purple with anger: "Fuck your mother." A wave of panic washed over his heart, but he quickly calmed down. After analyzing the situation, he felt that Jian Suiying, with his position, had more to lose compared to him. But he still couldn't let himself relax, because based on what he knew of Jian Suiying, the man could do anything and everything, no matter how embarrassing and out of the norm.
The two of them stood still, battling with patience and determination.
Li Yu gritted his teeth and asked, "Are you going or not?"
"I'm not leaving, quickly get me your brother. We two have become husband and wife, and if you don't take responsibility, I'll go to your house and make trouble." Jian Suiying said seriously, admiring Li Yu's increasingly ugly appearance as he felt a twisted pleasure.
Li Yu said with a sneer, "President Jian getting raped by a man--as soon as word gets out it'd spread all over Beijing. You really want to be famous that badly?"
Jian Suiying also sneered: "I really have no problem with this. Let's find a doctor right now: I am the victim, and you are a lower than the low sodomist. What about it, wanna try?"
Li Yu was, after all, young, and he couldn't help getting agitated in front of an experienced hustler like Jian Suiying, and a few words popped out from between his teeth: "What on earth are you trying to do!"
Jian Suiying had been waiting for this exact moment, and he immediately said, "Simple. You take off your pants and let me do you once, and we'll be even."
Li Yu replied in the speed of light, "Fuck you."
The negotiation ended in failure, and the two of them continued to face each other with ashen complexions and an extremely strange atmosphere in the room.
At this moment, Jian Suiying's cell phone rang lonesomely in a corner.
Li Yu picked up the phone and pursed his lips staring at the screen.
Jian Suiying looked at his expression and guessed, "Li Xuan?"
Li Yu glanced at him and silently confirmed his words.
Jian Suiying sneered and said, "What, you're scared? You have to take responsibility for your own actions, you know."
Li Yu glared at him silently for two seconds then threw the phone at him: "You take it."
This time, Jian Suiying was the one that's no longer calm: he thought that Li Yu would for sure reject the call out of a guilty conscience. The phone was already in front of him, so he gave Li Yu a stern look, bit the bullet, and picked it up. Li Xuan's hearty voice came from the other side of the phone: "Suiying, how did you sleep last night? I heard you guys went to the beach yesterday, was it fun?"
"It was okay–quite lively."
Just as Li Xuan was about to continue, Jian Suiying hurriedly said, "Li Xuan, I was just about to call you."
"What's wrong?"
"Just look at this–an emergency came up back in Beijing, and everyone’s on vacation. I have to go back, or otherwise the matter will get more difficult."
"Ah, how unfortunate."
With a sneer hanging on the corner of his mouth, Li Yu hugged his arms close to his chest and watched Jian Suiying lie through his teeth.
Jian Suiying glared at Li Yu as hard as he could and said, "Yeah, what a mess. I'm going to the airport now, and I hadn't called you until just now because I was afraid you were busy. I'm so sorry for coming all the way here only to cause you trouble and waste your time."
Li Xuan hurriedly said: "Don't say that. If there's an emergency then go deal with that. It's not like the land would run away or something, I will still save it for you, come over when you are free, and I will take a look at it with you. "
"Hey, thanks for understanding. Well, I'll keep my brother here, and you can ask your subordinates to take him to see the land and have him report back to me. As for me, I'll take your brother back to Beijing to help deal with the matter, what about that? We'll switch younger brothers for the day, haha."
Li Xuan also laughed and said, "Okay, he's all yours."
Li Yu glared at Jian Suiying coldly, and Jian Suiying gave him his middle finger.
He hung up the phone and thought about calling Xiao Lin Zi. Ultimately, he felt a little guilty and sent a text message instead, explaining the deal with the land and asking him to report to him in detail when he came back.
Li Yu pulled out two pieces of clothing from his suitcase and threw them onto the bed: "Change clothes and go."
Jian Suiying sent the message without raising his head: "What did you say to Xiao Lin Zi yesterday?"
This lit a small flame of hatred in Li Yu's heart, and he said, gritting his teeth: "You’re one to ask. Go explain everything to him."
Jian Suiying snorted coldly and said, "Explain what? That we’re clearer than water, nothing between us?"
Li Yu's face paled and blushed at intervals. It was really a glorious scene.
Jian Suiying grabbed the pair of trousers and threw them in Li Yu's face: "Don't you have fucking eyes? Do these shirts and trousers even look good together? You don't even know how to take care of people, what are you good for!"
Li Yu felt his blood pressure skyrocket with every second he spent with him. Mr. Jian here had probably never learned what “backing down” or “being pragmatic” meant, and always had a conceited, "I am the best" look to him–even now, when he’s naked and couldn’t take care of himself after being fucked by a man. Thinking this way, Li Yu suddenly felt a special sense of relief. Being able to humiliate him and destroy his arrogance was much more pleasurable than conquering a mountain and winning a game.
He sneered: "What looks good to you, being naked?"
Jian Suiying now wrapped a sheet around his whole body, saucy attitude gone. Not a single piece of skin could be seen, yet he bristled: "You won't even pour me a glass of water first!" His mouth was so dry it felt like smoke would come out, and his throat hurt.
Li Yu was stunned for a moment. Looking at his red and swollen eyes, messy hair, and a fierce expression that said "If you dare to come any closer I will bite you to death", he suddenly felt a little helpless.
At this moment, Jian Suiying no longer looked like a mighty CEO. Instead, he was like a wounded beast cornered into a wall, arrogantly trying to warn his opponent; even though he’s exhausted, he’d never give in to the enemy. Just how tough was Jian Suiying–it seemed that being defeated would be worse to him than death.
Li Yu slowly relaxed his shoulders. He turned around and poured him a glass of water, and, looking into his eyes, approached him, trying to use his calm gaze to deactivate his defenses.
Jian Suiying stared at him with stern eyes and took a sip when the cup was brought to his mouth, but his eyes never left Li Yu's face.
Li Yu simply continued looking at him like this. Jian Suiying took the cup, gulped down the water in one go, and wiped his mouth: "Another glass."
Li Yu poured him another glass. He’s starting to figure out the way Jian Suiying's brain circuit worked: this was a person who’d rather die than lose face, and who would listen but couldn’t be forced into doing anything.
After Jian Suiying finished drinking, Li Yu said, "Put on your clothes, I'll come and pick you up later." After that, he closed the door softly and went out.
Bearing the pain all over his body, Jian Suiying put on his clothes and then sat on the bed and hissed for a long time.
By the time Li Yu came in again, Jian Suiying had stood up by himself and was brusquely pointing at his suitcases.
It’s not as if this was Li Yu’s first day taking care of trivial matters for him, and at this time, there was nothing he couldn't bear, so he went over, packed his suitcases, and then handed him a hat and some sunglasses: "Put them on."
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